I had to pause my Seroquel withdrawal because of my interstitial cystitis (more or less).
So last week I was taking 125mg of Seroquel and 15mg of Nozinan (methotrimeprazine). I used to take 50mg of Nozinan and no Seroquel for months. Nozinan makes you sleepy for a longer time, so when I switched to Seroquel and stopped Nozinan last November, I was awake early in the morning and couldn’t sleep. It took me a few weeks to adjust.
The thing is, my interstitial cystitis (bladder disease) was going worse for a few months. I went to the bathroom more, and at the end I had pain every night before going to sleep because I went to the bathroom too much. I realized the only thing I had changed was the Nozinan. BUT I USED TO TAKE MORE AND IT WAS OKAY! But now it isn’t. So I stopped it, I couldn’t stand the pain, and the fact that I didn’t want to go out of the house because I had to pee too often.
So I went back to 150mg of Seroquel, because stopping 15mg of Nozinan was a lot. It’s been a week and I sleep like crap. I’m awake early in the morning. I don’t sleep enough. I have to wait until my body gets used to it. So I can’t decrease the dose of Seroquel because it’ll be worse.
I’m so tired. And the thing is, when I increased the dose, even a little, I started being A LOT MORE anxious. I’ve been so anxious in the last week that I’ve had nauseas every day. Usually I don’t take tranquilizers every day, but this week, I didn’t have a choice.
I hate Seroquel. I hate it.
Please I want to sleep… so I can still decrease the dose.
Here in Quebec, guy call themselves douchebags without noticing it’s actually an insult. And girls say out loud “I want to date a douchebag!”. People are so stupid.
There a reality show here in Quebec called “Occupation Double”, where they chose a few single girls and a few single guys. They just see each other, have dates, go in vacations (yes they send them to Cuba or places like that) make out, sometime have sex (if they think they can hide from the cameras), and in the end, only two people stay and they won a house and they have a “wonderful relationship”. Because, the goal of this who is TO FIND LOVE!
I don’t know about you guys, but my definition of finding love doesn’t involve making out with 10 guys and trying to decide which one I would stay with.
Well, I didn’t watch the show, but a few days ago it was the first one of the new seasons and there were a lot of articles about it. It seems that one of the girls say to the other one “I want to date a douchebag!”.
And the producers included a guy that wasn’t chosen… So the other guys went all competitive and defensive… And do you know what they say to the newcomer, to make him feel like he doesn’t belong? One of them asked him “How much do you bench?”
“It’s so difficult to describe [depression] to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness, I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling—that really hollowed-out feeling. That’s what Dementors are.”—J.K. Rowling (via f—-you)
I'm tired of the pressure society puts into girls about sex.
People speaks like we OWE sex to our boyfriends. I mean, of course, when you’re ready, you’ll have sex. I’m not saying it’s normal to not have sex for months. But I mean, if, one day, a girl doesn’t feel like having sex, it’s okay, She doesn’t have to please her boyfriend because she doesn’t feel like having sex.
A girl isn’t a blowjob slave. If a guy can’t accept that sometimes, a girl doesn’t feel like it, and has to ask about favors, he’s just a jerk.
I’m sorry, but if I don’t feel like getting sexual pleasure, why the hell would I feel like giving it?
It can happen that a guy just doesn’t want to have sex. What would he feel like if we pressure him into pleasing us, just because he doesn’t want to have sex right now?
If I don’t feel like having sex, if I’m sick, in pain, or whatever, I have every right to say no, and I do not owe my boyfriend anything. And it’s the same for him. He doesn’t owe me oral sex just because he doesn’t want to make love. Of course, I will be disappointed if he says no, but I won’t ask him anything, because I’m not that self-centered, because he’s not my sex slave. Because, even if in a relationship sex is important, he doesn’t owe me sex everytime I want it. I will respect his choice and we’ll do it the day after.
The thing is, it’s not only the guys who pressure girls into that… girls pressure themselves into that too, because they think they have to do it. But they don’t.
I’m so tired of society, guys, and girls, telling us that we NEED to do it. They imply that we’re bad girlfriends, even if they usually don’t say it. But we’re not. We’re not slaves.
So just fuck society… and everyone of you who pressures us.