September 2011
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I'm afraid I'll have a shitty weekend.
Because I’m so anxious for anything… I’m anxious and have nauseas just thinking about the fact that I might be triggered by something.
Last weekend with my boyfriend was terrible, I was SO anxious that we fought more than usual.
We also had a fight on Monday (until Tuesday) because I was triggered. That’s why I stopped eating, remember?
I don’t want this weekend to...
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I had to pause my Seroquel withdrawal because of...
So last week I was taking 125mg of Seroquel and 15mg of Nozinan (methotrimeprazine). I used to take 50mg of Nozinan and no Seroquel for months. Nozinan makes you sleepy for a longer time, so when I switched to Seroquel and stopped Nozinan last November, I was awake early in the morning and couldn’t sleep. It took me a few weeks to adjust.
The thing is, my interstitial cystitis (bladder...
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Douchebags
Here in Quebec, guy call themselves douchebags without noticing it’s actually an insult. And girls say out loud “I want to date a douchebag!”. People are so stupid.
There a reality show here in Quebec called “Occupation Double”, where they chose a few single girls and a few single guys. They just see each other, have dates, go in vacations (yes they send them to Cuba...
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“It’s so difficult to describe [depression] to someone who’s never been there,...”
– J.K. Rowling (via f—-you)
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Reblog if you love Metal music
mirela-alexander-von-epica:
LOOK AT THE NOTES
NOTES BITCHES. LET’S GET TO 4 MILLIONS.
And by metal I don’t say ‘A Day To Remember’ -___-” or ‘Asking Alexandria’
Since I can't cut (because I don't want to do this...
So I spend hours playing an online game.
Then I watched a movie.
Then I cried in my room.
Then… I’m gonna play my online game again.
And not eat.
I'm in such emotional pain.
It hurt so much in my chest. It’s pain and anguish and despair.
I wish I could cut or die. But I can’t.
I don’t know how the pain is supposed to go away.
I don’t know how I’m supposed to live like that.
I can’t even take meds for that… almost every med I’ve taken has made me worse. That’s why I’m trying to quit Seroquel.
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I'm tired of the pressure society puts into girls...
People speaks like we OWE sex to our boyfriends. I mean, of course, when you’re ready, you’ll have sex. I’m not saying it’s normal to not have sex for months. But I mean, if, one day, a girl doesn’t feel like having sex, it’s okay, She doesn’t have to please her boyfriend because she doesn’t feel like having sex.
A girl isn’t a blowjob slave....
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I don't think having a good voice or being great...
unpopular-opinions:
An artist who is innovative, creative and original is much more talented than an artist who simply relies on their “good voice” to make boring, generic music.
I actually think quite the contrary. I prefer excellence to originality, even if the best is having both!
A lot of original artists are just bad singers or musician and that sucks. LEARN TO SING (or to play an...
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“I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing...”
– Nine Inch Nails 